S.Sos

For me, holding a “Bachelor of Social” degree even from the reputable school of social-humanities feels nothing but burden.

I lost count on how many times I’ve asked myself what if in the next few years I would turn out to be an anti-social brat ass? What if the 4 years efforts of studying social-political sciences would get me into an apolitical moron? What if those “S.Sos” degree behind my name doesn’t make me humanize other human being as well?

And the list of what if questions keep stuck in my head until sometimes I just couldn’t bear.

Ever since, too much glorifying the graduation ceremony definitely isn’t something that I always looking forward for. All those celebration doesn’t worth the upcoming responsibilities I have to face and carry ’til my last breath. More so, pursuing this degree is surely a blessing and a privilege yet somehow I wish I had done better, spoken louder, or tried harder.

A little note to myself and my dearest friends; Staying at home for more than 6 months dragged us into a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Maybe we feel numb after tons of enermous tragic news, or maybe worse. That’s okay if we ain’t feeling enough, me too! :) But hey, we’ve done our best and already made this far. Just promise me, we will always lead ourself to greatness simultaneously with accumulation of knowledge and thoughts we already had.

Congratulations for all of us!

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First published on Instagram @a.spradita

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Nov 27th, 2020.